the first was fire, melting the container, love bliss so close, so one, snaking through me only hers, burning me away so sweetly. steal my heart I prayed. it is already and almost hers. tears roll down cheeks. who is crying?

the second shone softer than the moon so surprising after the fire, over the ocean glassy smooth, dark, the sky as well only caressing, she came, showed her face, calm repose stillness love bliss beauty, so close, so one. oh there are no words for it.

the third played, hide and seek among bright clear colors, flashing white and then vanishing. expecting harshness, again. a lovely cloud of white then turquoise. all thoughts are she.  in the dark cave,  nothing to fear.

is it possible the searing sweetness is the nature of the goddess? The fourth sent me away to come back later. The subtlety is overwhelming. She tinted my breath with a scent like jasmine. surrender to love.